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Post by xvinn on Apr 9, 2024 5:09:39 GMT
bluepaw (she/her) | shoreclan Burrowingowl! Fennecfox! Burrowingowl! Fennecfox!
The chants of ShoreClan pounded through the apprentice's ears. She had hoped that today would be her day, and when she watched her adoptive siblings get called forward, her heart pounded with excitement. But her name wasn't called. She was twelve moons old, she'd be training hard for the last six moons, and yet she was still stuck as a -paw.
She'd figured that most of the Clan hated her by this point. But this felt some cruel and unusual punishment to hold her back from receiving her warrior name. Why did it seem as though they were all out to get her? Why was this their punishment of choice? If Bluepaw was such a burden on ShoreClan, she figured it would be easier to just kick her out at this point. That way any lingering curses would follow her out and leave ShoreClan behind.
As the warrior ceremony had been wrapping up and everyone crowded the newly named warriors of ShoreClan, Bluepaw had snuck away in the commotion. As far as she could tell, no one noticed, and no one followed. Not that she expected anyone to notice or follow her anyways. There was a sting when she realized that not even her own mentor, Maggotcheer, had noticed or followed her out. For moons now, she thought that at least Maggotcheer would be the one to pay attention to where she was.
Bluepaw wasn't entirely sure how she felt about Maggotcheer most days, unsure about the way she went about things. But she did something that no one else seemed to do: she noticed Bluepaw, and acknowledged how hurt she clearly was. She seemed to see a place for Bluepaw in the Clan when it felt like everyone else thought that maybe it would have been better for there to be no place for her at all.
The apprentice hadn't been paying much attention to where she was going, not realizing where her paws were taking her. She didn't even notice the upcoming border somehow.
She was too busy wondering what her warrior name would be if she ever got one. She wondered if her father would approach Minkstar and demand that her original prefix be reinstated. Maybe her name would be Deathcrow. A prefix for a cat whose birth brought about great death, and a suffix reminding other cats of the terrible omens that followed her. Together, perhaps something even worse, so that no cat would ever forget that the omens could spell out death.
Yet, the only names that echoed in her mind were Burrowingowl and Fennecfox.
LAST EDIT: Apr 28, 2024 18:48:00 GMT by xvinn
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Post by haze on Jun 16, 2024 2:36:23 GMT
Nutriafang wasn’t having a good day either. She had spent yet another morning and afternoon alone, save for the dawn patrol her dear old brother had graciously assigned her to. And even then, she’d hardly spoken to a soul, nor had anyone bothered speaking to her outside the occasional patrol-related question or command. Now that Wapatofur no longer had time for her – what he did in his free time, she hadn’t a clue – she finally realized just how alone she was, physically and emotionally, in GaleClan.
‘I almost wish he’d never even brought me here in the first place,’ Nutriafang thought. ‘At least in ShoreClan I would have had more cats to talk to. Maybe I could have grown to enjoy my family’s company, become friends with Beefur, Honeyhoot, and Whitebark. A positive relationship with Beefur might be a bit of a stretch – Wapatofur made him and their siblings, Cattailcry and Ducknose, sound insufferable – but honestly, what did she know? She’d never gotten the chance to form her own opinion about them. Maybe they weren’t as toxic as Wapatofur claimed. After all, his disappearing act lately made him look more like a miserable hermit than the selfless hero she deemed him long ago. Had he finally grown tired of her? Did he regret bringing her along? Was he planning to leave GaleClan and abandon her, too?
These dark thoughts swirled in Nutriafang’s brain as she trudged through the forest, fluffy brown tail dragging in the muddy grass. She watched the orange-pink sky darken overhead and wondered briefly if she should turn around and sleep off whatever negative emotions currently plagued her. ‘No, I don’t want to lie next to cats who don’t care about me. If they suddenly miss me in the middle of the night, they can come looking.’ Maybe Wapatofur would notice her absence when she didn’t show up that evening to receive a patrol assignment for the next day. Or maybe Sparrowclaw – who she still refused to talk to for the role he played in her late promotion. The thought that someone might lose sleep over her temporary disappearance filled Nutriafang with petty satisfaction. That would teach them a lesson.
The young warrioress found herself trekking nearer and nearer to the ShoreClan border. Perhaps she was subconsciously seeking comfort. Not that she remembered much about her birth clan that might offer some semblance of reprieve. Heck, she hardly retained any memories of her family prior to Wapatofur’s rescue mission. The only cat with whom she recalled more than a pawful of interactions back in the day was Bluepaw. Just one moon apart, the she-kits played and napped together. Nutriafang couldn’t even summon an image of her mother’s face, but she never once forgot Bluepaw.
The two bosom buddies had reconnected a few moons ago at a gathering and had been practically inseparable since then, often meeting secretly near the border for… what, the GaleClan warrior didn’t know. Simple companionship? Something more? All Nutriafang knew was that when their pelts pressed up against each other or when their eyes met after a well-timed joke, she didn’t feel so lonely anymore. Maybe that’s why Nutriafang’s paws led her to the ShoreClan scent markers. If anyone understood how she felt, it would be Bluepaw.
Just then, a familiar and welcome scent entered her nostrils. Nutriafang’s eyes widened. No, it must be wishful thinking. But her nose was right. She could just make out Bluepaw’s slender frame several meters away in the dimming light.
“Bluepaw!” As the other feline drew nearer, Nutriafang narrowed her eyes. "Hey, are you okay?”
LAST EDIT: Jun 16, 2024 2:39:21 GMT by haze
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GALE Wapatostar | leader | male | Cora Leopardpaw | apprentice | male | open Furlednut | senior warrior | female | Cavernpelt
ORCHID Rookbriar | warrior | male | Bullwasp Daypaw | apprentice | female | plotting Bisonstorm | warrior | male | plotting
SHORE Maggotcheer | medicine cat | female | plotting Nutriafang | warrior | female | Bluestorm
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Post by xvinn on Jun 25, 2024 20:17:05 GMT
bluepaw (she/her) | shoreclan The voice had, in Bluepaw's mind, come out of no where. But it wasn't no where, it was right in front of her. It still didn't stop the young she-cat from jumping the slightest, her tail puffing out at the voice calling out to her. She had been so lost in her own thoughts, her mind circling itself to the point of making a rut in her skull, that she hadn't realized that she was almost on GaleClan's territory.
She was thankful for who it was who seemed to stop her.
"Nutriapaw!" the she-cat responded, feeling her heart and shoulders finally lose a few pounds of weight at the sight of her friend. Maybe there was someone who cared about her outside of ShoreClan, though sometimes it was still hard for her to accept or believe. Bluepaw was aware of some of the issues that Nutriapaw had faced since Wapatofur had dragged her out of ShoreClan and into GaleClan, separating her from the rest of her family into a world of unknowns. She knew that she often fought with her mentor, who could be just as stubborn as her. She knew that she didn't get to spend as much time with her brother as she had expected when he'd carted her off to what seemed like an entirely different world.
Still, Bluepaw's head dipped. She didn't know where she was supposed to start. Was she okay? Of course not. She'd never been okay. Since the day she was born, nothing had ever been okay. She killed her mother. Her father abandoned her. And then the only friend she had was taken from her. She was assigned a mentor who was gross and obsessed with the strangest things that made her fur crawl. And now, she was still stuck as an apprentice while the closest thing she had to littermates - given that the rest of hers were dead - were named warriors. StarClan continued to remind her that she was cursed, that her entire existence was cursed and that she would likely never find any kind of happiness.
Her tail twitched as she tried to hold herself together. Bluepaw wasn't sure if she could say all of that out loud. She couldn't burden Nutriapaw with those thoughts. Because there had been a small part of Bluepaw that had hoped that despite the fact that StarClan had cursed her with the lack of friends, maybe it was the chance for Nutriapaw to escape it all. She wouldn't be burdened with having to deal with Bluepaw. She wouldn't suffer the same curse that had killed or hardened the cats who were meant to love and care for her.
Bluepaw found that she couldn't lift her head. She couldn't look at the cat she desperately wished to call her friend in the eye. Fact of the matter was she was scared to call Nutriapaw her friend, because she feared what the reprecussions of that would be. She was scared of what would happen if StarClan heard that word.
"Burrowingowl and Fennecfox are warriors..." she muttered, unable to say more. She knew the space that followed her voice was enough to let Nutriapaw know what was left behind - it was enough to tell her who was left behind.
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