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a blue she-cat with a fluffy tail and pale green eyes

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traits.

• +decisive
• +independent
• +genuine
• =tough
• =emotional
• =lonely
• -cynical
• -abrasive
• -moody

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personality.

Bluepaw carries the typical vibe of someone who feels as though no on around her understands what it's like to be her. Perhaps she's right, to a certain degree, given that her own father had once named her Deathkit when she was first born. She deeply believes that no one likes her, and that no one could ever like her due to the fact that her birth caused the death of Riverrock, the ShoreClan deputy at the time. She feels as though her existence is a warning from StarClan and a reminder that leaders, deputies and medicine cats should not be having litters of their own.
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That being said, anyone who is willing to push through Bluepaw's barriers would likely find a very lonely young cat who just wants to be listened to and understood. She would very likely grow to be very protective, much like her adoptive mother, to those who she allowed in. This is a side of her that might take some time to reveal itself, as right now she seems stuck in her awkward teenage phase of not being understood and not wanting to be understood.

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description.

Bluepaw is a medium-furred blue-grey cat, her fur one solid colour from nose to tail tip, though some might mention that her nose is a little darker and it seems that the fur along her tail is slightly darker than the fur on her body. She isn't a particularly attractive cat, nor is she unsightly, but simply put is rather average by looks. Her tail is much fluffier and softer than the fur along the rest of her body, creating a feathery look to her tail as it moves about, sometimes more likely to pick up loose bits of grit when she isn't paying close enough attention.
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She does seem to have a rather kitten-like phyisque, something she may likely always carry in terms of her size and structure. But like most ShoreClan cats, her medium length glossy fur is always an asset to her swimming, and her body is overall quite sleek. She has pale green eyes, though they are often quite thin or even closed, her jaded personality seeming to come through her eyes most of all.

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family.

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Riverrock - Mother (Deceased)[break]
Pinetail - Father[break]
Unnamed - Brother (Deceased)[break]
Unnamed - Brother (Deceased)[break]
Unnamed - Littermate (Deceased)[break]
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Desertrose - Adoptive Mother (desolate)[break]
Fennecfox - Adoptive Sister (desolate)[break]
Burrowingowl - Adoptive Brother (muffin)

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history.

Riverrock, the ShoreClan deputy, had fallen in love with Pinetail, and despite the warnings about how deputies should not have kits, Riverrock fell pregnant. She tried to push herself to continue performing her duties, but the end of her pregnancy was rough. When it was time to give birth, she first had a she-kit, followed by two stillborn toms. As she tried to give birth to a fourth, Riverrock lost much of her strength, and it was clear that infection had begun to wrack her body. In the end, she was unable to push out the fourth kit before Riverrock was taken away to StarClan.[break]
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Pinetail, absolutely overcome with grief, was unable to see his only surviving kit. He began to say that perhaps it was a sign from StarClan, a reminder that leaders, deputies and medicine cats are not supposed to have kits. After a week without being named, Pinetail was eventually asked what he wished to name his daughter, and he said he did not wish to name his kit. Eventually after enough push, he named the kit Deathkit, since her existence reminded him only of death. Cats protested his cruel naming, but he would not budge.[break]
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Deathkit never saw her father much, as he spent all his time as far from the nursery as possible. On top of that, he was also more or less prevented from going near the nursery by Deathkit's adoptive mother, Desertrose, who had just given birth to Fenneckit and Burrowingkit and had the milk to spare. She became quickly protective of the lone kit who had lost her mother, all three littermates, and had been emotionally abandoned by her father. Soon enough, the queen approached Newtstar and demanded that the kit be renamed before she developed too many memories of being called Deathkit when she deserved something much more fitting.[break]
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Newtstar renamed the kit Bluekit before she turned a moon old, though it was no secret that cats would still hear Pinetail refer to her as Deathkit, if he talked about her at all. He would sometimes pretend to not hear the name, or be confused as to who they were talking about when they mentioned Bluekit. Thankfully, given that Desertrose refused to let Pinetail come anywhere near the nursery, Bluekit never had to worry about this. Instead, she was able to enjoy herself by playing with her new littermates Burrowingkit and Fenneckit and have a somewhat normal kithood.[break]
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Unfortunately though, it was impossible to keep all the thoughts and words away from the kit. She would hear whispers while playing in the camp about how she was a cursed sign from StarClan about their disappointment in Riverrock trying to have kits, and it started to place a burden on the young kit's shoulders. She started to feel as though the entire Clan was out to get her, and that she was no more than a burden on everyone. Perhaps with enough words about her being a curse, she would start to think that was actually her reason for still being alive. After all, there had to have been a reason that StarClan took her mother and all three of her littermates and left her alive, right?[break]
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By the time Bluepaw became an apprentice, she had become rather jaded and was assigned to Maggotcheer. Training was often rough, as when Maggotcheer was not being a half decent mentor, she would often goad Bluepaw, which would make her feel more isolated within ShoreClan. She began to sever her ties with even her adoptive family, and was not helped by the fact that Pinetail still did not bother to pay her any attention.